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How I felt.

2012-02-13T18:43:00.001+08:00

Because I don't even think I am worth for anyone. I have nothing good in me. And I am too scared to lose you.

Birthday girls😘

2012-02-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

Hello! can't see the emoticon beside the girls I guess! But can see through iPhone I think. Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOANNE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING AND HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO YAN QI!:D

Met them on Tuesday and I am so happy! Wish it will last all day long..... :/ anyway, all the best girls. I wish you happy everyday, and happiness forever :D <3

Quite a few times.

2012-01-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

pirority.. where's mine?

2012-01-29T02:08:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Before I start on my work, I suddenly have the urge to blog again. HAHA. whatever. Damn short post because I always don't finish writing one whole post.. Always distracted by whatever or whoever. Anyway, I am here because I miss the past again.. Yes, again.. How I wish I am still in secondary school, where I can just walk over to see my darlings, I miss them... But, will they know? or maybe yes Wan Ting you'll know but what about others? I really don't know why other people can meet up so OFTEN yet we can only meet once in a year?? Not blaming anyone or what, just felt like ranting out over here.

OKAY WHATEVER. I AM NOT GOING TO CARE ANYMORE. URGH, ALWAYS KILLS ME THINKING ABOUT IT.

Year 2! (:

2012-01-02T01:54:00.008+08:00

Just finished watching another hk show. haha. omg. I just realise life is full of drama mama. Always said that 人生如戏，戏如人生! hahahaha. omg, I am crazyyyy. Anyway, 2011 has passed! 2012 is here. Time to be a little emotional though I cry like shit just few minutes ago... hahaha.

So ya. Still remmember a year ago.? I was in 1B16, and I was also super upset about spliting class with my classmates. Yeah. which is now one of my cliques, ABC. (: Because we were all split into our modules. I was also sad that I cried on that day and a few other days. hahaha. So, I hope this time round, I will be less cry baby but I doubt so I guess. The thought of having to split up with my piggies, James, Jia Jun, Jacob, Xin Ting really make me damn sad. haha. okay I am nuts. People might be thinking, "class only what! still same course after all! same lecture also!" but have you all thought of it? There are a lot of things that only A CLASS can do it! All the things happened in the class, as a class can't be explained all the times when we meet. Though with whatsapp and all, it's possible but then yeah.. okay so hard to explain. But, I think everyone understands what I am trying to say ah. I ALWAYS SAID IT LOL!

James & JJ

Awkward much..? HHAHAHAH

The girls!!!

Yuan Xiu & Jenny!

The first day I met them, I remembered Yuan Xiu don't give me a good impression of her. Firstly, because she said she was a super junior fan hahaha. omg, really. i was like "omg..? what????" But, guess what! I myself like SJ now. HAHAHA. Mr simple and the korean songs. OMG. It is all because of her that I get to become a small fan now. Secondly, her typing! She still type like a small kid arh with the cuhs and all. hahhaa. But, now I have got used to it and don't mind at all! (: Then lastly, I swear she was freaking hyper. I damn scared. Is like, hello, first day of school??? Must you be so excited?? HAHAHAH. Really! I was damn scared and afraid of her???? So, I wasn't really fond of her. (not that like, friend like of course.) HAHAAH. Then Xin Ting was closer to her too. So, you know it's very HARD to have a five person clique. Sure will have 3-2. Just like nette, me & shi min then jing wen and jiajia. So yeah, very naturally, it was me, jenny and shi min. (: The first ~~hard to hard~~ heart to heart(can't believe I typed HARD-.-) talk I had with Jenny was during a rainy day.. sitting oustide a LT, think is LT19 then we talked about our past which is ex, secondary school blah blah while waiting for Shi Min to come out of the toilet. Haha. At that time, I realised Jenny has a lot of similitaries with me/us. Yup, to me I think she's really a good/great friend. Very happy to know her. (: Then I never had htht with yuan xiu before because I don't really know how to tell her all things like I did to SM/Jenny. But, the day we got closer (four of us) was that day we went YX's house and had the longest talk in my entire life. Swear we grew even closer. (: And in the whatsapp talks and everything. I was really tired to create one chat, (had one @ ABC) and I don't like the feeling. Not because I dont want to create a chat with them, is just that I can't leave the chat as and when I want, because I can't invite them in anymore if I leave.. So yeah, big responsibility? There are a lot, really, A LOT of times I felt damn shit, and feel like just leaving and talk to Rachael only. haha. But i can't. Can you feel the pressure? haahaaha. yeah. So, thank god, Yuan Xiu created on 27th September! (: But, the title was done by me. HEHE. WE ARE ALL PIGS. ^^ Love the girls alot. ALOTTTTTTTTTT! Always never fail to make me laugh.. :') Especially YX's blurness and Jenny's slowness. Guess they are all influence by me?? HAHHAHAAHA! I swear! ever since I am in poly, I am god damn blur+slow+chi damn bad. Seriously?? I don't know why either. -_-

Then, xin ting.. I love her too, but then sometimes I just feel that I am a bit bad to her. I can't help it either, if one side of me treat her damn good, then the other side of me gossip about her, I am such a two faced? People might say is growing up and I agree so I tried to treat her better already? Though like always fail leh.. :/ I don't know. But, I will try harder!!!! Next sem, different class will be better I hope? But, I just feel that maybe she shouldn't continue liking anymore. Don't you think is also tiring to like him when he shows nothing at all? LIKE NOTHING. If you don't like her, should just say what. You are leaving her in hanging and I really don't like this at all. I know, this is totally none of my business, but if I was Xin Ting, I don't even have the courage to continue to like you. Seriously. Not blaming you either but doubt you will read it but then whenever our topic is her, it will always end so I also don't know how to tell you about it.

Ah, well, nobody reads this blog either. (: hahaha. So, I can't tell Xin Ting how I feel also. Encouraging her like sounds sarcastic, asking her not to do but she will still do right..? Aiya. Love sucks.

Let's just continue.... So, next is......... my darling Shi Min!!

I must admit, there are sometimes I treat you like not good because there are some points I disagree too. Just that if I voice it out, I scare we will quarrel. Tired of all this, I rather just pretend it's alright because I am really scared to lose you. If next year we are in the same class, oh wait, not next year, next sem, yup, if next sem we managed to be in the SAME class again, I swear I will pop champagne uh. HAHAHA FREAKING LUCKY RIGHT?! OMG. IF QAM AND AVEN ALSO SAME CLASS, OMG I WILL BE LIKE FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEE. WE WILL MAKE THE BEST TEAM EVERZ! :') Okay, I better pray hard then! :) Anyway!!! I am really thankful of all times that I have you in school/outside school to be there for me. :') Really hope that you will find someone better x10000 to be there for you all the times! hahaha. Although I think I am quite good(OKAY BHB MAX) HHAHA kidding. But, there are still a limit which I can do to care for you all. Afterall, I am not a guy also so yeah!! :/

Oh and those three guys! Let's start with James. I must say, James is really a good businessman eh. hahaha. The only bad thing is he don't reply to messages/whatsapp. Only reply if he needs something or whatever. Okay la. I am contradicting. I say until he damn bad. Okay, not really all the times or maybe is because he has a girlfriend so that's why he's like that. Can understand (: But, I am still thankful that I know him! hahaha. He brings laughter and all so it will be a damn pity if we are not in the same class anymore.. So, that's why really don't feel like changing class at all.. ):

Then Jacob, Jacob ah.. This guy arh. That day I was looking at his fb, (I AM NOT A STALKER!) I am just free and went to have a look. He look quite familiar..? Okay, maybe the ah beng look and all, but, I must say he quite handsome. Okay not quite, not bad looking. HAHAHA. Yeah, but I can see that he changed quite a lot.. From young to now, defintely can see that he is more matured now. Though sometimes he is still so childish??? LOL. Jenny & Shi Min once said that he is too relying on me.. But, I think there are some things I really want to do for my friends. Printing stuffs and all is a small thing. Really, I really don't mind doing to all my friends. I never had a chance to do that to my girls. That's because secondary school don't need print stuffs what. And drinks and all, nobody started to treat each other. But usually, with Cheryl/Zora/Wan Ting, I guess I will do that??? But doesn't really apply to the rest of the girls so yeah. And maybe Wen Jie abit?? Idk leh. So, since I have the chance, I really don't mind doing for all of them.. Even if they don't appreciate/ never say thank you, it's okay. Because I am happy even doing that for them. Sounds silly right, you can laugh at me or what but that's because I cannot find that in my family/relatives.. Everyone can do that to their cousins, aunts but me..? Haha.. Sigh. Okay let's say about that later.. So back to Jacob, still remember that day I was rushing like mad, then I forgot to wake him up and when I remmebered, it was 5 mins aways from our consultation time. I cried while calling him. Mad I guess. But yeah, I felt damn guilty and all, but they all said I don't have to. I know but still, I always forget things when I am in a rush. I really need a proper time manangement! And, the whatsapp chat in the holidays. hahaha. omg, miss it quite alot.. I accidentally delete it so was quite sad(no, not only his chat was gone, everyone's too.) so definitely sad la! But, now, I think its hard to get back to what it was before I guess. But, nonetheless, hope he finds a good gf that can be there for him all the times! :)

Lastly, JJ! (: Some of you might know about me and him. hahha. I never go school with anyone anymore because I am scared I am late all the times which I am. -_- But, it's him, he make the whole bus ride so comfortable, so looking forward to take bus everyday. Even if we have nothing to say in the morning, he with the usual earpiece and me with the usual pig personality which is to sleep but I really feel so comfortable with him maybe because I know there's someone to accompany me to school. I always wanted a great neighbour (like cheryl's) and better still if they had a son HAHAHA. Which means we can go school togeter but yet, I found him. This guy who lives three bus stops away, who is in the dream school I wanted to go in, who is also so tall and nice to rely on. But, fairlytales always end. no? There are still somethings I could not accept and all. So, why not be friends? Isn't it better? I won't lose him at the end and we still can maintain this friendship? hahaha.

I don't want to see a day where I can't talk to you anymore, I can't go school with you anymore. I really can't afford to lose a friend at all. So yeah. Rather just stay right here and don't move at all.. :')

I PRAY HARD NOBODY READ THIS AND TELL HIM AH. -_-

So...last topic! Which is my familyz! :) Shall do ABC, 7W and Amos they all next time! Or maybe tomorrow.. HAHA.

So yeah, the last one. It's 4.36am now. You can't ask me to ridiculously continue typing right. I love my family a lot. There are a lot of things I want to do to help them. But, I am not doing right at all.. Last year was a hell ride of coller roaster for me & them. We lost certain stuffs but we definitely gain more closer bonds with each other I guess. This year is gonna be different. I really need to adapt to it and learn how to deal with it. The feeling, really, I can't remember anymore.......please kill me... :'( Sighhhh. I can only relieve it in my dreams or remembering the last time I had it...

Time to brush my teeth and continue to do my work! (: That's all. Okay, this is a hell lot of emotions in it. hahahaha. Hopefully no one reads and that's all folks!
(:

P.S/ Don't have Jacob's photo -_- Go fb and see then!

#foreveralone

2011-12-19T23:26:00.003+08:00

My life? Maybe not the times I am happy, but at least i am satisfied that i have good friends around/with me. Though humans are greedy and always want more so therefore i can say that i am not contented. hahaha sometimes I will wonder, what if i never move house, will i still be as happy as now? or will i be even happier? and some other times i will be thinking, what if we were still together and other times, what if i went to ngee ann instead of temasek. so many 'what ifs'. or maybe there is no what if in the first place.

okay, i don't know what to type anymore cause i stop quite a while. BYEEEE.

Maybe I should continue now since I can't sleep. So it doesn't matter much cause since I am using phone too. So yeah, nowadays everyone around me is sad :( just hope that they can cheer up because life still goes on!! :/ yup. I always hope tht I have the ability to make people happy but then, why? Why don't I have that ability? I have limits. And I can go only this far... Sigh :/ shall just try my best to sleep now.....

Goodnight world. (:

we found love in a hopless place

2011-12-04T12:46:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I will. But, I am scared to fall in all these shit over and over again. What if, the ending is the same as before? I don't want.. ):

-

Next week is mid-sem. omg faints. But, on a brighter note, i have ONE WEEK to prepare it. (sounds a lot huh) hahaha. actually it's not. oh whatever. kind of look forward to christmas, holidays, new year and whatever! :)

2011-11-27T01:12:00.001+08:00

Everything is in a mess, my life is in a mess. Can I just kill myself now so that I won't have that much of misery anymore?

I need assurance too.

2011-11-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

I really don't know what am I/you all are thinking.
):

I miss you all. Yes, miss you all. But apparently no one is making an effort. Yes not concerning doesn't mean anything because I remembered I once said that too. But, now, is it so hard to meet up? Yes maybe it is since everyone is busy with their works, bfs etc. but Is it so hard to just talk random stuffs on there? We can just randomly update about random stuffs right? Is it that hard..? I just don't understand. Yea I really don't understand and I don't want to fucking know that I am not on anyone's first choice. Or do we really have problems communicating with each other? Do we? I feel like leaving right now. yeah, right now..

Like best if I can just die right now. I don't want to live anymore :(

I hate life

2011-11-23T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody!

Well, this is becoming more and more like my diary. Whenever I have any sad stuffs, I will be here hahaha. Actually, nothing much..but i just feel that i lost my motivation again.. ): I don't want to study anymore. I don't want but of course I won't do it because firstly, my mum will kill me and secondly, they definitely won't allow me to drop out and lastly, now is sem 2.2 alrdy, just one more yaer and I will be fine... (: So, yah, no matter what, I guess I will still endure. So.. recently have alot of unhappy moments.. Like, my birthday, was suppose to like have a gathering with all my friends and celebrate together with my brother but then although it didn't go through what i exactly planned, but I am really grateful to those who celebrated for me :') - Shi Mi n, Jenny, Yuan Xiu, Qamarul, Jing Wen, Jeanete, Jia Jia, Bion, Sean and Delick.(: and Wan Ting, Yan Qi who celebrated for me earlier, then Cheryl and Zora for the present (: That was the up part, few days later was the down part. I think I should not post the down part out cause I have no idea how to start describing it. So, yeah. But, life still have to carry on right. Wanna work but I don't know if i can find one :( oh well..

Sometimes i really feel that are we a clique? why are we always hiding things among each other? why does something happen to someone, then we have to know through someone else. I admit, I might be wrong too because i also did that. Thats why now i can't blame anyone. I really don't know what to do anymore. I am not a good friend. I really don't know. I tried so hard, so hard being afraid to lose anyone but apparently, apparently, no one is afraid to lose me.

Why is life so scary, difficult to uderstand? Why is my life like this?

Why is it me?

2011-10-26T01:01:00.001+08:00

Why does all the cliques I have are not that close? Why is it always me? ): or is it my problem? 😔😔😔

Life sucks now.

2011-10-25T00:02:00.001+08:00

School's started and life sucks now. During the holidays, we already have difficulties in meeting each other and now school started, do you still think we got time for each other? I am contradicting. The previous post, I am still saying I love them but now i seems to be like blaming them. I am not blaming anyone but just feel abit dejected I guess? One outing, one dinner, one celebration already plan until so tough ): or is it I don't have the capabilities to plan one?

When was the last time we meet up and have a proper HTHT?

I love you guys! (:

2011-10-17T22:17:00.008+08:00

Hi all! Kind of free today, so decided to post something! :)

okay, this is ME! (My long hair + fat arms) But, now, I have cut bangs and rebond my hair but my arms are still so fat! :/ oh oh! so, now, I look like the dp <--- but with a little bit shorter fringe so if my fringe grew a bit longer it will be perfect! :)

Anyway, this is 7 wonders! (:

You might be wondering, in the picture, there's only six.. yeap! you are not wrong! Yan Qi didn't go that day! :( So.. this, is a picture of me & her! :)

I've known them for 6 years and counting, (for WT is 8 years), through all these years it wasn't easy because we are in different class, cliques(other), schools and now course. Actually, it will be even better if we were to have a chalet, or overseas trip together. (: I really want to go overseas with my friends. (I just miss out one.) So yeah! In any case, hope to see you all soon! (:

4 little pigs! :)

Really glad that they got even bonded though I am not there to see or feel it but I know this will be a good thing. Might regret not joining them and having all the fun, but I have got no choice either. Can't blame anyone. So yeah, anyway, am meeting them for dinner tomorrow so it's okay! (: They will upadte me with all the stuffs! :)

My other two cliques (: Though I know it's hard to be really bonded in a clique because we all have secrets that cant be told to other people, but I am really glad that I've got one and I hope we will still be able to do more awesome stuffs together! (like overseas together)

HAHA. I really like the idea of going overseas together man! I think it's like so awesome??? (:

Oh oh! Not forgetting one more! This is Rachael (:

Though we aren't really close in secondary school but a small text from me that day to her led us to become closer. Though not so close, becuase we have our own cliques and we don't really HTHT much but I know she's really a good friend because she'll stand by me whenever I have any problems and I am really thankful for her. :) (doubt she will see this but i still want to post it hahahaha.)

Actually, come to think of it, this post seems more like about my friends post than about me. HAHAHA. Well, I love my friends! :) & I thank god for having all of them.

Words.

2011-09-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

Not knowing what to say but yet having lots of things to say is one's worst situation to be caught up with. I really have alot of things to say to you, but yet, I don't really know where and when should I start from. Or should I even start?

Evidence!!

2011-09-17T01:39:00.001+08:00

Haha. See! This is the evidence! So as to not break my promise, I will really blog regularly! ;) haha.

Life - #5

2011-09-16T16:06:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to say, I don't know how to say but I don't like this feeling. I want to drink, cry and sleep after that. And pretend nothing happen after that.

Blogger app!!!

2011-09-15T10:39:00.001+08:00

Omg. I said I want a blogger app right? And omg my wish really came true??? Hahaha. Okay. I think now I will blog more I guess? Hahaha. Oh my god. Still can't believe it but yeah? Woo!!!

Reality check

2011-08-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

Hi!

So..who still bothers to read this blog?! Hahaha. Oh well. It's been real long since I had a proper post! Hmm, actually, I have. But, just that, it wasn't been posted because I don't know whether if I should or not :/

(That was posted yesterday's night but it wasn't complete not because I don't want it to be published but because I fell asleep before I could post this entry)

So, here's finally a proper post! After idk how many donkey years!;)

Actually, the purpose of this post is just updating about my life right? My life is not happening!! Trust me. Compare to others, my life is oh-so-boring ): So sad right! But, can't help it. I think it's just me!!! ahaha. Okay. So, a new year start. New sem, new friends, new classmates. :') Basically, my classmates are fine.. Kind of glad that I am in this class than other class! Not that the other classes are not good, just that maybe felt more comfortable in here. Haha. As time goes by, I think I mature day by day. LOL. Really. In terms of projects and stuffs, mature till my white hair is out. oh no ): At that point of time, I really felt like crying when Shi Min told me I got white hair. Omg. Hahaha. okay abit -.- right, but you all might not know how I really feel! The feeling that I might die soon really scares me :/ And i still want to commit suicide over small things. -.- Okay, contradicting max right?? But, then, the thought of dying is really scary! I don't want to die so early! I promised I won't die so early! :) Okay. ~~Distrack~~ Sidetrack too much!! hahaha. (Omg, what was I thinking when i post that word-.-)

So ya.. Back to classmates... Hmmm. Hopefully can bond even more! (:

Very thankful for ABC and now, my year 2 classmates!! :>

Btw, I am suppose to reach school by 8.15 and I am still awake -.- Die. HAHAA. Plus, got MBS test which I haven't really study for it! OMG. I am just going to try my luck for the last few chapters yo!!! (:

k. history's repeating and I can see that. :(

I miss my girls, sigh. ):

oh oh! this week is the last week and I am break off for holidays! Life is always full of contradicting.. Lol. I kinda miss school and friends already -.- hahaha. okay whatever. Time to study for the test before I catch some sleep!!

Hope everybody is doing well out there! (: I love you all!

New house, new start.

2011-08-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

Yeah! My post is all about this new house that I am living in it now. Previously, for the past two weeks, I am damn upset for moving out because that place is really a place that I like quite alot. (considering there are more bad points than good points) But, now, that I am at my new house. I kinda prefer here :p Hehe. Really! The sense of belonging is back and everything just feels right, back to the starting point.

2011-06-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

One month plus never post here alr!!! hahaha. Anyway, I am here because I want to share something interesting + awesome to the readers out there! (If there is any) HAHA. So yeah.. enjoy reading!:)

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with God. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand.

Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
The student's name was Albert Einstein. Brilliant.

So yeah, did you enjoyed? I certainly did.. Holidays are here, time to take a break and catch up with my shows! haha. And, lastly, I love my class! 2M01! :)

Finally, I woke up from my own dream.

2011-05-01T03:46:00.004+08:00

I think I am mad. I am blogging at this weird hour. Yes, 3.47AM and I am here blogging. Hahahhaha. Seriously? I am mad. But, I am very relaxed now. I am talking to my friend, blogging and listening songs. Haha. How I wish life is like this everyday! I really dread school nowadays. >: But, I know, I can't escape reality, I still have to come back and face them. So, be brave! :) Whoever is reading this, be brave! (: You know you can do it!!!! Hahaha. Projects are slowly rolling it, just pray hard that SM & I will have awesome project mates. Yup!! And, hopefully, our class will bond in one way or another! I pray hard for my ABC and also all of them! hahahah. I still miss year 1 :( But, I know... you know...... Anyway, I really can't wait for Monday to come! Cause I can meet my 7W!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY MISS THEM TO THE MAX MAN! But, I don't want school to come:( Contradicting much? Hahhaahha. So yeah, I have some random thoughts and I would like to type it out here.

/Somewhere, somehow, I made it through. I don't know how I did it, but, I just know, I did it. I don't want to walk back to the same route and repeat the whole thing again. I need a break. I want a break. I promise to myself, never to let myself down again for this matter anymore. It's over (:

" If you dont let go and walk out of you past, no one will be able to walk into your future. "

keep moving.

2011-04-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

Haha. Life is so different. Used to have two tables for lunch, and now? 2 person on on one table. :/ We're all in the same school, same business school but just that we were stream to different modules. I was afraid that I might regret going to Marketing, but no, I shouldn't! Like I said, never regret any choices you made because that was the choice you wanted badly at that time. Maybe is just me? I just can't adapt to it yet. I envy those people who's cohort is smaller or doesn't need to change class at all. Good & bad too. But, all in all, I miss all of them. Yes, all, everyone in 1b16. The current class M01 isn't that bad and also isn't that good? Because, compared to the rest of the class, I think ours considered quite not bad already? Maybe is just that we all need time to bond with each other since one year is not LONG and is NOT THAT short either. And, I guess, I really need to pirotize my studies as number one already. No more playing and start working hard! :( sigh max. I rly don't like school now and it's only day 2.

Goodluck to me, and to you guys. Love/miss you all!

In the midst of preparing 2.1!

2011-04-24T01:21:00.005+08:00

Nobody live to wait. Everyone move on, someday, somehow. I don't know when, but somehow, someone came along and I did it.

I don't know why am I still on bloger when I can move over to Tumblr. But, forget it. It's better to make posts on blogger rather than on Tumblr. HAHA. It's like, lesser people view over here also. Anyway! School's starting tomorrow (since today consider to be sunday) haha. What a sad day today will be. Oh well. I can't stop/pause time either. So, ya.. When school starts, Joanne is going to be in KITCHEN, Wan Ting is going to be at SENTOSA and Yan Qi will have her SSM on friday. Just nice. I can use every fridays to meet up my ABC! <; HAHA. It's time to show more love towards them! Now that my girls are all seperated, I should show more love & concern towards them while waiting for my girls!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhaah. I am really happy that everyone make an effort to keep in contact. Like, how Bion draft out that timetable and from what they said! hahaha.

P.S: Can I continue this post later? I AM ALL SO TIRED.

KTHXBYE.

Hi! I am back! :) Hahaha. As promised, I am here to finish up this post!

She's called Renu Mars. HAHA. It's really nice working with her. This is the first picture we took and before you know it, the whole craze came in. Haha. I cannot remember if we took this on the first day or what. Haha. But, I know the first few days when I worked at there, it was quiet to the max! It's like the whole room is in silence. Hahaha. But, as time goes by, Uncle Tan start to bond with us also ^^ He knows how to crack jokes and etc. Hahaha. Awwwww. And yeah, our camwhore times start to increase. A total of 15 days working at there and it seems to be like a month. The only regret I had was not to find this work earlier so that I can earn more money and of course spent more time with them. But, oh well, like I said, there aren't what ifs. I am really glad that I found this job and of course, I am one step closer to independence. HAHAHAHA. okay...

Actually, I don't like my timetable. So stressful:( Compared to Biz's ones. Good thing is I have all my mkt friends with me! And, my dearest,

to be in the same class as me! Though I also wished for Amos to be in the same class as me.. BUT OH WELL. LIKE I SAID, I CAN'T CONTROL THAT HAHAHAHA. But, I am really really very lucky to have her in my class and Sean in my CDS class! At least I know I am not alone. (:

Looking and not looking forward to school tomorrow. I don't know why >:( *Inserts Iphone's emoticon*

Self-denial/reality?

2011-03-24T23:57:00.004+08:00

我是不是长大了？ Have I grown up? I really don't know. Really. Nobody likes growing up I guess. Because we have all grown up to be the one we don't like to be. Or rather, we have grown up to what we expected to be and not what we want to be. Growing up makes you choose. To choose between the right one that you don't want or the wrong one that you wanted it badly. Of course, they always say, what's right is right, so naturally, you will choose the right one but yet, sometimes, you can't confirm whether your decision will be correct or even the "right" one. But, if you don't choose, you will be in dilemma. You thought you won't ever need to choose with such lousy questions but you're wrong. Fate will force you to choose. Or rather, life will force you even if you are utmost willing to. So.. What can you do about it? Cry? Whine? Complain? Curse and swear? Or, Accept it? Accept that life is a bitch. Accept that you can't do anything to life yet life can do anything to you. Accept that you have to grow up as time goes by. Accept the things that should be accepted in life. Never force. Follow the path that you're suppose to go/do. This is your life.

-
Hahhaahaaha. All these thoughts I have are all from the video I am watching! The show I am watching says about life so yeah I have learn alot from that show too.

Anyway, I got my job already! (: Finally, I guess. Although I would rather nua my days/life away watching my favourite show but I know I can't do that. I need money, to pay off my expenses and everything. Yeah! So for the sake of $$, I gotta bear with it! Bear with the long bus rides...... Nevermind! I have my ipod with me! Just need to update new songs though. I keep listening to old songs >.<

That's all I guesss! I have taken the first step. I know one day I have to do it! So, it's just now or never right! haha. Glad that I have choose it now instead of later. Good job Qiuyi! :) You can do it! ;)

Over.

2011-03-17T13:05:00.003+08:00

Thankfully I still got blogger. LOL. If not, I don't know where to type all these shit. Yeah. It's holidays right? Its not called holidays for nothing. Holidays are meant to rest and catch up your shows and everything that you missed when you are schooling. I know. I shouldn't laze around and do nothing. But, it's time for you to take a break also yeah.

This semester's results was definitely better than last semester. Maybe is the extra hard work that I put in I guess. Those stress, tears and everything. Worth it. But, there is always room for improvement. Like, getting ALL As next sem. & getting a gpa 3.2 and above. Yup. I HAVE TO. If not, it will be harder for me to get into local uni. Long way to uni yeah ~ Anyway, everyone scored quite well also. hahaha. Like, dicky, Jing wen, Liang Rong, Shi Min, Jeanette, Jia Jia and bion. Good for you all! (: Jiayou! still got 4 more sems to go!

Whatever the case, it's over. Exams are over. Results are over. Everything is over now.

To you three!

2011-03-15T18:13:00.001+08:00

Hi. If you're Wan Ting, Joanne or Yan qi, Please scroll down to the last post!

Thank you. (:

bffffffffffff, you're original, cannot be replaced.

2011-03-14T02:55:00.005+08:00

Credits: Tumblr. (:

The picture on top has got nothing, AND I RLY MEAN NOTHING!, to do with the post I am going to type now. It's just so coincidence that I choose to post it now. I wanted to post this picture soon but just couldn't find an appropriate timing to do so. Hahhahaa. So,it's alright right? Btw, it's 3AM now. I want to sleep after posting this because if I don't post today, I scare I will forget to do so.

This post is delicate to Yan Qi!:) You can X it if your name is not yan qi. Just kidding, I still welcome you here:)

Firstly, I am sorry for not noticing something was wrong in between us ever since we entered poly. Actually, I couldn't really explain why I sort of treated you differently from the 7W. I didn't feel it. Idk why. Or maybe, him is the reason? Urgh, I don't know. Wo bu zhi dao. But, whatever the case, let me apologise on that. Secondly, although sometimes I really regret quitting there because I really want to try to be a waitress but since I know you mind, I can't possibly pretend nothing is wrong and continue working right? I don't mind taking the first step out. Although, sometimes, I doubt myself why should I do that. In dilemma I think. But, clearly, at the end of the day, I know I will still not regret my choice. Lastly, I am glad that we talked things out. At least, I know how you feel now so that when school starts, I know what to do! (:

Yeah, I will grow up, be more mature and concern everyone more! Now that, I've got my poly clique adding in, I need to manage my time well. Yup, 210207 & counting! :) YOU'RE NOT GONNA RUN AWAY FROM ME! :)

/Below is an irrelevant post also. hahahahahaha. I just post what I want to post. There's so much I wanna say but I just don't know where to start from.

Nah, nevermind. I decided not to say. Actually, nothing much either. So, goodbye. :)

Nothing is real.

2011-03-11T02:10:00.003+08:00

Caught unknown like last week or something. cannot really remember. I went with Zora, Joanne, Wan Ting and Wen Jie. Zora left early though. awesome show! :D

Caught I am number 4 yesterday night, another awesome show!!! And! Best of all! It's my FIRST MIDNIGHT MOVIE (NIGHT) YEAH! HAHA. Love them! <3 TEOHENG IS FUN! :)

Oh, I got myself this watch that I always wanted and my mum got me the slippers I wanted from cotton on too. Life is awesome, no?

As vague as it seems, these are not real. Nothing is real.

I don't know what I want.

2011-03-09T12:03:00.008+08:00

If I really have the power to stop, I would want to stop my life right now and never want to continue anymore. Which means I don't need to move, I don't need to work, I don't need to study, I don't need anything. I just want to nua and nua and nua forever. Probably till I die or something.

Yeah, something like that.

I am still thinking. Exactly, one year ago, why would happen if I were to choose Ngee Ann then Temasek Polytechnic? What if I was more persistent in pursuing my dream. Oh yeah. Ngee Ann is one of my dreams. But, sadly, I didn't get it. Probably because my grades are too lousy -.- hahaha. Okay, that's not the point. The point is, what if I went there, would there be a difference? Will the situation change? Or maybe, they will ask me move to Clementi huh. LOL -.- Actually, I don't mind. HAHAHA. I never live in that area before! I mean Srgn, Hougang, Sengkang, Buangkok, Punggol looks abit erm, I don't know. I tried before all the areas so maybe the other side will be better? Since, I already did by moving from Pasir Ris to here. -.-
Blah. Whatever. Maybe next time? Idk. The idea sounds abit ridiculous eh? Hahahaha.

But, the point is, if i made in to Ngee Ann, I won't be in TP (duh), I won't be in class 1B16, I will go with Cheryl (4 + 3 years of same sch), Zora and Tjiaying more? Or maybe, even if I went, she and me also not meant to be? Maybe? Since, we belong to different world. Uhm yeah. Maybe I should think this way and stop thinking of wanting to go back. :/ There's pros and cons. I should be contented this way. Yeah. I should......be independent. (i tried many times, also fail many times) zzz -.-

Sometimes, people just need to be alone so that they can reflect on their doings and think about the next move. That's why I love long bus ride. (: Although, sometimes, I hate to travel far if you're late.

See that necklace over there? It's a miracle that I have been wearing it for the past few weeks. And, now, it become a part of me. I will feel weird if I don't wear it. :/ You know why I said it is a miracle? Because, I hate to wear necklace last time. I hate it to the core. But, now, I slowly like it. And it's part of me now.

/if you ever feel lost/feel like giving up, please don't. Hang on to the end, good things will happen eventually.

I feel weird.

2011-03-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

If you realise, I have changed my background picture. hahahaha! Yeah. I just randomly take the picture and insert in. LOL.

I want to buy holgaaaaaaaa/diana. Any kind soul? (:

Life. What is life? Family, Friends and Love. :D

2011-03-05T13:36:00.008+08:00

I have decided to do one proper post to end off my year 1 in poly. <; My first proper post in 2011. Haha. This shows that I still care for my blog okay! (: I didn't move to tumblr! :D Tiongxingirl@blogger.com. OKAY THAT'S LAME HAHAHAHA.

So yeah, till now, I still can't really believe that my year 1 in poly has officially ended. Wow, time flies isn't it? It just feels like I had orientation yesterday, and maybe graduating tomorrow? hahaha! okay kidding. That's year 3, 2 more years to go. (but! poly is definitely damn fast.)

Life has been good lately I guess? I mean you can't always have it your way right? Or want it smooth sailing without any problems. It's impossible. Because it's just those small little things that make life great, memorable and make a difference. Yup. Have been rather sentimental for the past few weeks (from last day onwards). Have been wanting to take pictures with my classmates (almost all) but still fail to do so. But, at least, I still have class photos and etc. Yeah.

Thursday marks an end of year 1, I am no longer called freshie cause I have upgraded to Junior :) Hahhaha. I can't say that I am looking forward to sem 2 although I will, because it's going to be my favourite subject - Marketing. Yup. :) I likey. By the way, I hope I scored at least gpa of 3.2 for this semester. I have worked hard for it, so yeah, please don't disappoint me alright? (: Anyway, talking about classmates, I really have awesome classmates, too awesome that I can't bear to leave them :( I know, good things come to an end. As in, I perfectly know what that means. But, sometimes I just wish time can stop right now, let me enjoy all these good old times before we part our ways. Not saying that I didn't treasure the times I was with them, I did, but I just want to experience all these once more. But, it will never happen. (as a class) Yet, it will happen as best friends.

My clique. :D Missing qamarul.

I miss my bracelet >: braceletttttt, hope you're doing fine at somewhere out there! ><

Blah.

Every cny, we promised to go their house and celebrate. ^^ Or maybe, this year christmas first! CAN'T WAITTTTTT. I AM 18 THIS YEAR WOOO. Okay, wait till semester 2.2 then say uh. Hahaha. Well, first semester is going to be tough again because we all have to make new friends, trust your classmates, eat lunch together, form a clique, do projects before you know it, exams are here. I really pray hard that I will get good classmates and of course, I hope that my clique will also get good classmates. *pray hard* >.<
Actually, I still can meet up with my clique people any time I want.

But!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to miss 7W, FS+2, FS alot. >: Or maybe, only these three people. (Mainly cause they're in TP)

The first one going sentosa, the second & third one going top table/sugar loaf. So, which means, we can't meet up as and when we want. They will only be back in sem 2.2. So yeah, BABES! LISTEN UP! I WILL BE AT THE FINISHING LINE OF 2.1 WAITING FOR YOU GUYS. ^^ YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU ALL! xoxo The three of you will be my source of motivation everytime I go to school(next sem) Because, each day, I will be looking forward to holidays, when everything (sem 2.1) will be over and I can get to see you guys again. I know, it's abit too early to say this, but, I really think time flies. (especially in sch!) so ya, "and between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you." Love, Me. :D

Wan Ting can't see this -.- hahahaaha. okay, i will sent a text probably? (:

I need to find a job, still owe my dad 50 bux >: LOL. hahahaaha. It's actually transport fee. HAHAHA. Yeah! Need to find a job!!!!! Broke >: But, i don't want to work alone although i know it's hard not to work alone. Yeahhhh, I don't know. See how it goes I guess?

Well, I shall stop here, although I think there are still many things that I wanna post. Gotta run and meet zora honey for lunch. Bye! ;)

EXAMS.

2011-02-26T01:55:00.003+08:00

This is the 777th post. (I keep thinking that i wrote 777th post alot of times already even though this is the first time I'm writing it.) HAHAHHAA. De javu perhaps? But, whatever the case, since it's really THE 777TH (7X IN BAN LUCK OKAY THOUGH CNY IS OVER.....) POST!:) I SHALL MAKE GOOD USE OF IT THEN!

(Anyway, I'm kinda free and bored too.)

Actually, I am supposed to sleep or study for BSTATS or POM but, I decided to take a break. I decided that I deserved a good break from Mircoeconomics because it's really draining me out. For the few days, I was damn stressed up. Yeah. I scolded many "freaks" and I would want to cry for no reason. :'( Maybe, it's the symptoms(?) of stress. So yeah. But, it's better now. Hopefully, NO MORE, AND I REALLY MEAN, N.O.M.O.R.E CARELESS MISTAKES!!!!!!!!!!

Whatever. I am kind of hungry now >: Always at the wrong timing.

kk. I will still miss 1b16 the most. Remember the day at orientation? It's all started with a "Hello" and now, we are saying "goodbye" soon. :'/

Shall do a proper post soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

Classmates + fun = love!

2011-01-29T18:39:00.005+08:00

hi people!!!!!! :)

I am finally back on blogger!!!! :D They should come up with an application for Iphone users. I would confirm download it and use it regularly! :) hahaha. So yeah, hectic weeks are kind of over... okay, not really. But, it seems like! :) Last week was the most jialat week with tests, presentations and submissions catching up. Damn stressed. I remembered i cried on tuesday :'/ So damn stressed. But, I am thankful that everything came out pretty well. Only that, role play was kinda screwed up :( Sighhhhhh! Nevermind, it's over. I need to do well in written paper to pull my whole marks up! Alright, enough of homework. Now, it's time on my classsmates! :) haha.

I love my classmates!:D Presentations, projects are coming to an end and it also means that this sem is coming to an end. omg :( I don't want to change class, i don't want to re-make friends, i don't want everything to change. :( I will miss them, for sure! BUT, I PROMISEEE, I WOULD MAKE THE EFFORT TO ORGANISE A LUNCH/DINNER FOR US. :) I don't want these friendships to be forgotton so easily. I WANT IT TO LAST BABYYYYYYYYYYY!:) hahaha. But, today!!!! I almost teared when I hugged jingwen! omg! :'/ cause, idk. I just feel sad :'( Oh well...lifeeeeee is just like that!

Oh!!!! Since it's sunday now which means it's 30th now.. so, happy birthday Joanne! (:

I love my family, FS, my cliques!:D and of course, my primary school love!

P/S: I wish that everyone around me is happy, :')

First 2011 post

2011-01-02T15:12:00.003+08:00

School's starting tomorrow. Not a single project done. This is shit. But, I will hang on! I will! :D

P.S Just now I type quite a few lines but I accidentally cancel hence it's not save at all! So, now I am lazy to update anymore!

Goodbye!:)

happy girl

2010-12-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

I GOT YELLOW MOUSE. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. THE PURPOSE OF THIS POST.

KTHXBYE.

Christmas yo! ~

2010-12-26T02:03:00.009+08:00

Main point of this post - CHRISTMAS! :D

OHAI! :) Twitter is down. Like seriously?!? At this point of time? I.HATE.IT! :( lol. Sian ~ I want my twittterrrrrrr.

Basically I am here again! Mainly because I couldn't sleep. Ikr! Second time already. Actually, it's countless of time. Oh well. Yesterday (25th), celebrated christmas with my familyz. Love love loveeee. We went to bishan and ate din tai fung then we train to orchard to feel the christmas season ~ My mum even bought the hat for me! hahaha!! Aww. We walked from ION to wisma to TAKA to 313!:) After that, train back from 313 to bishan. On the way back, I had a serious stomachache -.- Running to the toilet at least 4 times. Wtheck! Stupid drink @ Taka :@ Never ever going to drink it again. NEVER!

(okay I shall be nice and upload some photos here.)

My phone also have the christmas yo ~

I luv my dad, mum and bro. :) Heh! & say hi to my straighttt hair! -winks.

This year christmas, I didn't get a chance to celebrate with my darlings. Either overseas or not free or idk. Oh well. I'm sure next year we will! ~ I've changed my wishlist already. Heh heh! Shall finish up my econs project soon. Tough eh ~

Okay. goodbyeee! (:

you're making me detest you even more.

A day out with steady!:)

2010-12-23T02:46:00.007+08:00

Long post ahead! Don't bother to read if you don't want to. Thank you :)

I know it isn't right to blog at this hour. Haha! But, who cares! I couldn't sleep. :/ So much of complaining tired yesterday. Hahaha! Holidays has just began and I am really enjoying right now. Basically, I am going out every single day! haha!! Monday, I went NEX mall with Shao Beng and Wan Ting!(: Bought gifts at there and I even saw my junior. Haha! Coincidence. Tuesday, I had training.. then wednesday, I went out with Zora Tay!:) My steadyy!:) Saw gene on the bus too. And tomorrow, which actually means today, I am going to Amos' house. :) Yeah. And thursday and friday will be my free time!!!:) Actually, not consider free time, I shall use these two days to do my project. Especially on the individual part then the group one. Life recently wasn't too good for me. Ups and downs. Whenever happiness comes, sadness will also follow suit. They are together right? So yeah.

Last week or last 2 weeks, I have been thinking about life. (if i have mention here) As in, I am thinking, why are we living in this world for? I didn't really tell anyone how I felt, but I told a few. Cheryl's replied to me was because I don't have someone to guide me, so in a way, She meant that my life don't have God. Yup, I agree! :) But disagree also. hahahahah!! I'll tell you why.

Today or rather yesterday, Zora and I was being approached by three girls who's from this church. I forgot the church name but at first we didn't know where they came from. We were happily taking pictures until three of them called us. Haha! They asked if we are singaporean. Hahahahah!!! In my mind, i was thinking, "We don't look like one? LOL. " So, yeah! They kept talking about all the church's stuff! haha. actually mainly to Zora only! I wasn't really listening, i was flipping through the book and I saw alot of christian's stuffs so I reckon they are christian. Or something like that. In my mind, I really really agree with what they said. But, to me, I don't deny that I waver abit. That bit. Like, the selection of my choices. The reason why I wavered was because I didn't have any goals in my life. I felt that it was useless to live in this world. Or maybe we should better off be dead. I KNOW IT'S WRONG TO THINK THAT. I really know ^^ Pls rest assured, I am not dying nor neither do I want to commit suicide. I won't! But if one day, I am dead(choy!!), that's purely accident. hahahaha!! okay, back to my main point. The main point I want to say is...that, I shouldn't switch religion that easily, if I can't stay faithful to my own religion, what makes me so certain I would stay faithful to another. Yes, I know, maybe I would (from what I see around me), but commitment is another thing. Being committed and have to take up responsibility is a must to have in me. I have..to a certain extend. But!!! Maybe after entering church, I found out I don't have that much of time? But, I prolly would still stay focus because of God or something. (as i can see from my friends) BUT!! Most importantly, no one in my family is Christian so I doubt my mum would allow. Even if my mum allow me to change.. Moreover, I HAD MADE UP MY MIND! - I would not change it. Yup! As for the goals, I am still finding~ But, I believe, I will find it soon!: )

Yeah! Oh! Something funny happened at takashimaya B2. SUPER FUNNY! HAHA. At first we thought tower A and B are two different towers. But, I didn't care much, I just went in and searched for the shop that I am looking for. - Some Japan shop that sells sweets and snacks :) It's for my role play btw. So, we walked around and still couldn't find it. After that, I checked my phone(because i saved the address of the shop in my phone) and realised it's at tower B! So, we went up and went to Tower B and went down to B2! When we were at the escalator, I suddenly have the feeling of deva ju eh! Like, we have been to this place before. HAHAHAHAHA. Then, Zora told me that IT'S ACTUALLY THE SAME PLACE THAT WE WENT AT THE START! HAHAHAHAAHA. Hence, I decided to ask the security guard the location of the shop. He told me to walk straight and turn left. Yeah! We missed out that small little shop. hahahahahah!!! We went two or three extra miles just for this shop! so damn funny. LOL. Kind of dumb too but oh well!!!!:) We are not the town people!:)

After that, we took train to bugis and shop shop for her dress and our shoes ^^ Yeah! We got the same pair of shoes but in different colours!:) Love it!!!!:D Btw, my blister hurts like crap. >:/

What a long post, I shall end it then. Having mix feelings right now. But, oh well, I wanna give it a try ~ No harm trying. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. HAHAHAHAHA. I took it from the show ~

Goodbye world!:) Or rather me myself and I reading and typing this!:)

even if you don't believe, your mind has to believe.

2010-12-18T07:26:00.005+08:00

Exams are over, Mid-Sems are over. F screwed up Bstats. :( Damn sad pls. Just because I don't believe that the answer is 0.00 so i went to change it to the other table. damn f dumb pls:( At first, after the paper ended, I asked my friend about it. Then I think we had some mis-communication then he said it was the second table(which is i thought it was correct). Then, after that we went out and i ask my other friends about it.. They said it was the first table! Then i was like wth!:( Couldn't take it and cried awhile:( I am damn fucking stupid. I can't believe that. fuck. Argh! Another mistake was from pom. They ask me to draw, i don't believe then i didn't draw it. wtf is wrong with me! tsk. it's like my heart and brain are always debating to believe or do not believe. argh:(

I swear I need to work harder on main exams. No more playing anymore! NO.MORE.

On a brighter note, holidays are here....

770 POST! / LIFE - #4

2010-12-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

Ever wondered why my recent post's title are life - #n? hahaha. It's because I am too lazy to update and the updates I update are all mostly about life! :) Study, School, Project etc is life right? At least part of my life.. Hahahaha. Then, the rest I am lazy to update. Just go fb see can already!:) Picture paints a thousand words. :D

MST is just 2 days away and I am still here using twitter and blogging. LIKE WTH!:( LOL. Ok.. I promise to study harder later!!! Anyway, i have a week of papers -.- 2 morning papers, 3 papers in the afternoon. That's damn bad. Those in the morning, I am prepared to cab alr! LOL. 9AM MAN, LIKE SIAN! WHAT IF NO CAB?:'( OR WORST, OVERSLEPT! I damn scared. Not sure if the shuttle bus is operating... But, I don't think it is. Ah, oh well. Worry about that later. haha! :) Soooo. as I was saying, 2 weeks of break comes after a week of test. :) Sounds great right? 2 weeks of break - 1 week of tests = 1 week of break. BUT HELL NO! I got many projects to complete -.- Like, Jap, Mkt, Pom, Econs. Omg! This is totally equal to having no break! How do i even have the time to go shopping! ):
Arggggh. Will see how it goes! Oh, btw yesterday was the worst day of my life. (exgerrated but kinda true) but I am kinda glad that its over!:') heh. I'm rly thankful for my friends who stay by my side! love you guys:')

I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST TYPED A LENGHTY POST. OKAY GOODBYE!

Life - #3

2010-12-02T08:19:00.004+08:00

" Don't you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don't realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. but you can't say anything, because then people wld know your weaknesses. They'd know how insecure you really are. so intead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside. "

Saw this and I find it rather meaningful so I put it here. :) Today's lesson starts at 4pm. But, why am I awake at this hour? Can guess? *thinks for 5 mins* GIVE UP? Ok! I shall tell you the answer! :) Is to study!!!!! :D Teehee! Yup, upcoming class test on business stats on friday. Although biz stats is a new module, but I am still doing okay. Of course, you still have to revise for test right! : ) This sem is more hectic than last sem! PROJECTS, STUDIES, CCA is like driving me crazy and emptying my energy in me. >:/ BUT, I BELIEVE EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER (:

It surely will.

Second thing to blog about! I got into MARKETING! woo-woo. Not sure if it's a correct choice, but for now, I know I am happy to get in mkt. :) Now, I can strike off one of the wishlist at the side <<<<<< Heh!

Okokok. Shall continue studying @ 9! Bye!: )

P.S: 2010 FLIES TOO FAST! NOW, IT'S ALREADY DEC! OMG!!!!

You don't look like you are like that. You're scary, I am afraid of you now.

Life - #2

2010-11-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

I am backkkkkkk! :)

Tomorrow is the release of the results of posting. Heard from my friend that MKT and LOM were overrated but still, hopefully, we will all get into our first choice. I think I am sick ): Having running nose now and my eyes is so itchy! argh!!

Life has not been easy, projects, cca, funeral and study. I am trying hard to juggle everything and strike a balance.

I am tired.

The feeeling of life.

2010-11-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

I have been thinking alot for the past two days. Firstly, regarding about the most important matter which is my streaming. Business, Logistics or Marketing. Currently, I have this module call fundamentals of marketing, we have a project in our hand already. But, I couldn't grasp anything!:/ Is like I feel that I only know how to do but still, not really very sure. Only 50% of confidence! I scare that if next year i go in marketing, i have lots of projects that i don't know how to do :'( The thought of it just creeps me off :'( But, on the other hand, marketing was what i really wanted all along. So, why should I give up halfway? I should continue to pursue right? And then again, business seems fine to me. It's only that the intake is so big! 300 plus of students! Confirm will be very very competitive! >:/ But, biz still have to choose sub-modules! And I thought of accountings. Yes, I like poa and poa is my forte. Though accountings is somewhat similar to poa, but it's still not easy! But, at least I am still interested though the level of interest is still not that high as compared to marketing.

Okay. So, hereby I conclude, what I really lacked of now is my confidence in marketing. I should believe that no matter how hard life gets, things will still be fine. Since, I have already submitted my choices, I shouldn't look back anymore and think about it.......

I must have confidence that I will survive the next two years in marketing!!!!!!!!

Secondly, ccas. I regretted not joining floorball earlier. If I had, my skills would be so much better than now. But luckily i didn't join decided to join when I am year 2. HAHA! But, every sat training is so much for me! I don't have enough time for my studies ): Especially tuesday is so wasted! >: But, NO CHOICE. My timetable is freaking like this. Damn it! Oh, talking about ccas. I finally went to one BSC event today - run for hope. :) It was interesting!:) But tiring at the same time.

Lastly, studies. I am not making enough effort in my studies. I shld rly doing something about it and not when MST comes and panic like a mad person.

Next, recently my post is all about I, I and I! Like so bad right! Let me talk more about my lovely friends!:)

I love my classmates, I do not wish to seperate class from them ): But, oh well. We have to MOVE ON in life. I hate move on this 2 words. >:!!! But, no matter what, I wld make the effort to stay in contact with them. Yes! Effort!!!! <:

A few things to mention, I feel so bad for psing shao beng last thursday!:'/ I feel bad for not concerning cheryl more! ): And more..

Oh wells :'( Change!!! Put in more effort!!!! <:

Now the time now is 12:07, time for wash up and sleep. Goodnight! (:

Time Management.

2010-11-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

I feel so bad. I promised I wld go but end up I didn't.

Omg. I am really going the wrong way. I need to change and manage my time wisely.

I need Time Management.

2010-11-14T13:49:00.003+08:00

School has started not long ago and next week will be the 4th week! Time surely waits for no man. After this post, I will get on to my work and finished up everything by today. No choice. My saturdays are occupied with cca and by the time I reached home, I am super tired already. That's the consequences I have to bear for taking up a sports cca.. Oh well! I believe I will pull it through. :)

Next week, I will have to choose what I want to major in. There are 3 choices and they are, Dip in Business, Dip in Marketing and Dip in LOM. At first, my choice was clear. Before I took my 'O' levels, I already have a goal in my mind already, which is Dip in Mkt as you can see at the side of my blog, under the wishlist category :) But, recently, LOM teachers have been coming in to our lecture, class to tell us more about Logistics. Alot of people had an misconcept of LOM, including me too. What attracts me the most was, when you graduate from Dip in LOM, you can further your studies at any local uni by taking up other modules. Need not be things related to Logistics too. I don't deny that, at that point of time, my choice has started to waver..I lost abit of my passion of Mkt. I only left with a week to make up my mind. :'/ I think I shall just go for my dream which is dip in mkt. :) Hopefully, I have made the right choice. Like TP was certainly the right choice for me.

Abit random here. But, still, many thanks to my family, friends and my class for making my birthday so fun and awesome. :))))))))

Right now, I wld only concentrate on studies, friends and cca.:)

Just because it didn't last forever doesn't mean it wasn't worth it.

2010-11-07T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hi people! :)

In a few minutes' time, the clock will strike 12 and it will be me and my bro's birthday. :) This year is a ups and downs year for me. Well, not much compared to last year. But, some problems were still the same.

P.S: I just turned 17th. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND MY BRO! (: ♥

Hahahaha. Okay. Back to blogging. (: I was distracted by both msn, fb and my phone. omg, you know the feeling i have it now, is like very touched by my friends. They are really the best best best I ever have. Despite all those ups and downs we been through, FS YOU ALL ARE THE BEST! (: They are the ones who listens to me whine rant and everything! I won't let you all go! HAHAHAHA. And, not forgetting the other two babies! YANQI AND ZORA! (: I also won't let you 2 go! You are to be my BFF FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!(: HEHEHE. Yeah. Really. I have the i-am-going-to-cry feeling in my heart. awwwwww. :')

I shall continue this next time. Probably 2mr or something. And for more details of stayover, please look @ Joanne's or Yanqi's blog! HEHE!

Karma? - Mistakes.

2010-11-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

People should really learn their mistake and refrain from making it again. :)

Haha. This post is really irrevelant. I am just bored and that's why I am here. I'm going to school early later to meet my primary school friends :) I rly love to meet them :) And, i might not be able to see Wan Ting, Joanne and Yanqi that often next year ): So, must treasure the times!

Okay i am going to prepare soon. TOMORROW IS A P.HOLIDAY! YEAH BABY! (:

Close down.

2010-10-31T00:50:00.001+08:00

I took out my tagboard because..

1) Nobody tag.
2) I don't like those spamming things.
3) Nobody comes here also. LOL.

Basically, that's all. Maybe, I should just shut my blog too?

I'm selfish.

2010-10-31T00:10:00.005+08:00

First week of school had ended. :) Haha. Typing this sentence sounded like I just enroll in the Poly. But, no. I am in TP for at least six months already. Like coool. haha. Didn't regret my choice :-) Though many many things happened ): First week of school was nothing much. haha! No tutorial was great. :) But, from next week onwards, no more play play mode alraady. Time to get down to real business. Next sem's gpa must be 3.5 and above :-) Yeah. Plus, I have to juggle my cca with my studies too. :-) Took a new CDS : Japanese. Quite cool. Hahaha. Hopefully can make more friends eh! (:

And, I took 4 new modules and they are Business Statatics, Marketing Fundamentals, Principle of Management and Mircoeconomics. :-)

Okay. Wth. This post is pretty useless. Maybe I should just stop blogging -.- LOL. I miss taiwan trip :(

goodbye.

2010-10-27T00:19:00.003+08:00

nobody understand this feeling. perhaps the feeling of too dependent i guess.

it's wrong. i must remind myself never to feel like this anymore. today will be the last time i wll feel like this.

no more. next time. no.more.

Welcome to my life.

2010-10-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

First day of school was fine. Well, I am really happy to see my classmates again. (:
Some have changed while others still stay the same. Had 2 lectures today. Still okay.. I will buck up! <; Hmm. I wasn't sure if going to school @ 2pm was a good thing or not. Waking up at 6 everyday was certaintly very tedious for me. But, the thought of ending school early perks me up. But now, the thought of waking up late makes me happy yet the thought of going at 6 makes me sad. Irony I guess? What I really want is start at 2 and 4. But, probably I will still complain because this mean that I am going school only for a lesson. Well. It seems like nothing satisfy me. Or perhaps I am not even ready for school? haha.

ok, i don't feel like typing already. Next time!

I cld picture your smile :)

2010-10-19T19:07:00.006+08:00

I decided to update this poor blog of mine. Haha.

Just came back from taiwan three days ago. Had lots of fun. :) We travelled from one place to another, of course, long bus rides are unpreventable.

On that day @ airport, I met my tourmates. I saw this guy who looked super fierce and “dao”. Unfriendly i mean. And, he had tattoo on his arm too! What’s worst is that I am the youngest in the tour and I am the only one who is still schooling. LOL. So, I kind of felt hard to communicate with them :( but, luckily, I have my brother with me hehe! So, that day started quite normal i guess. Took a morning flight(not exactly morning but arnd 10..) and reach tw in 4hrs time. It was really fast.. The best part was that the seat that me and my bro sat was the last row in the plane. Damn shiok!!! Because you can adjust your chair to any comfortable level you want. And, I got the window seat!!! :) hehe. Played some games then I went to watch Cats and Dogs 3: the revenge of kitty galore and diary of wimpy kid. Nice! After that, arrived @ tw’s airport and met our tour guide. The first impression of him can be describe in one word: boring. Well, maybe is the way he dressed. He wore a shirt, tie, long pants and those leather shoes. Actually when we reached the airport, it was around 2pm already? Then, we have to go through the borders, checks, collect our luggage, wait for other tourmates to arrive and wait for the bus to arrive. So, in total I think we spent around 2-3 hrs for that? Then I think we travel to ximending for shopping before checking into hotel for rest. HAHA. I srsly got stml. Cannot really remember sia! But, one thing I can remember for sure is that, that night after I settled down in my room, I went to get the parts which is required to charge my camera because it only left with two bars. (Spammed too much pictures on the day before :x) I looked in my luggage for quite some time before realising that i didn’t bring my usb cable. Shit happens. To charge my camera, you need to have these 3 things, the charger to plug into the socket, the middle part which connects the charger and the usb cable and the cable which connects to the camera. And, the most irritating thing is i actually forget to bring the most important thing. -.- zzz. I clearly remember on the thursday night, I went to expriment this whole thing. It works. On friday, I went to clear my things in the 2gb memory card just for this trip and of course, i used the cable. But, after that, I went to PUT IT BACK IN THE BOX :’( Dumb me i tell you. So, called to my parents and told them. That day was a sad night ): Sad sad sad..night. Quarrelled, cried, scolded and lots more. But, I was feeling better after a bath (: I decided to accept the fact though i was still feeling sore about it.. No choice. I went to the sleep. The next day i woke up, was still feeling upset about it, but this is just life. Humans make mistakes, accept it and move on. no? Breakfast in the hotel and then we went to our first stop. - hua lian. We went to Yeliu Scenic Area to see the unique geological features. Due to wind erosion, fantastic rock formations as Elphant’s Nose, Fairy’ Shoe and Queen’s head can be seen there. Next, we went to chiufen, which i located up in the hills of northern Taiwan. (Copied from the paper) HAHAHA. After dinner, proceed to Nanbin Night Market :) And lastly, back to hotel.

3rd day: After breakfast, proceed to take a tour of the impressive 太魯閣國家公園. My dad took a video using his phone but sadly, he didn't pressed the button "play". LOL. Next, we went down the hills and went a place and rest. A few of them ordered coffee to drink. Then, move on to a beach place and pick up some stones. LOL. hahahaa. That's when my camera's battery flat too. After that, went back to hotel, charged a little before taking more photos of the hotel. This hotel is the BEST! Because, luo zhi xiang and yang chen lin went that place and took some scenes of hai pai tian xin (: (more photos @ fb) They also placed a board showing their pictures and explained where are the places which were being used to shoot the scenes. This goes to show their hotel is really awesome man! Actually, it's not really a hotel, it's more of a resort (: hahhaha. Played pool with my family & the couple in the tour (:

Day 4: Had an awesome breakfast in the morning, then we travel to kaohsiung to visit Fo Guang Shan Monastery. Of course, I took many many many pictures (: hahaha. Next, we went to Dream Mall. :) Do you know why it's called dream mall? Because, the whole building's theme is about DORAMON! (: The chinese name is called 夢時代 shopping centre. :) So cute right! Haha. Bought gifts @ thr (: After that, we went to kaohsiung Love River, took pictures and hurry went off cause it was raining.. Plus, it's difficult to take pictures at night unless you're using DSLR. Next, we proceed to Leo Ho Night Market, but we didn't really try the local snaks. Instead, we went to a restaurant and had western food. Quite nice I must say.

Day 5: First stop was Ten Drum Culture Village, a very young guy at the age of 19/20 taught us how to play the drums. Not only that, we also learned some of the terms to read the notes. We also watched a world class performance. Super b! (: After that, went around their museum and stuffs. Thereafyer, we went to Tsou Ma Lai Farm. Omg! First time living in the farm ~_~ Hahaha! Actually, it wasn't too bad.. There were 3 types of hostel for us to say. First, it was type A which is consider as a normal hotel as compared to the other hotels I have stayed in. So, nothing special. But, our tour guide wanted us to experience something new.. Yup. We stayed in the 2nd type which is type B. It wasn't that bad.. hahaha. Only a stupid lizard scares us ): Ok.. more of me only. LOL. But, overall, I wld give 3/5! :) The last type which is type C is usually for those tour guide and bus drivers.. That's the worst out of the 3 types. :/ Luckily, we are not staying at there if not, I sure faint! LOL. hahahhaa.

Day 6: Sat an long bus ride to Nantou and cruise around the biggest freshwater lake in Taiwan, Sun Moon Lake which is also called ri yue tan in chinese. hahaha. oh oh! We ate our lunch in our tour guide's friend's restaurant His friend's restaurant is considered as the best in that island. (: Aftermah, we visited Formosan Aboriginal Cultural Village, a multifaceted theme park but sadly, my camera's battery went flat at 2plus. I certainly miss out capturing alot of good sceneries in that village like eg, sitting in a small train going around in the orchid view. Aww. But, oh wellllls. It's neither my fault or the socket's fault. hahaha! Because on the 3rd day, I remembered I spoil the room's socket. I think too much curent flowing through in the socket and the fuse must have been exploded already. HAHAHA. The reason was, I didn't see a green light on my charger(usually it will light up to show that it is fully charged) and when I woke up on that day, I tried to use my straightner, it didn't worked. HAHAHA. AND! I accidentally spoil 2 weighing machines lol!!! Must be I too fat. LOL. no la. I think it's because I went to step on it when my feets are still wet. HAHAHAH. ok, back to the thing. After that, we went to Taichung Feng Jia Night Market. We didn't eat local snacks over there because they provided us a proper meal. STEAMBOAT! :))) Not really very awesome, but still passable (: haha.

Day 7: Early in the morning, we went to Taoyuan Rail Station and enjoy a leisurely ride on the Taiwawn High Speed Train to Taipei. We went to Taipei 101 World Building and enjoyed a lunch at 85 FLOOR OF TAIPEI 101! WOOOO! That's the reason why I wore pants on that day too (: Aftermath, we proceed to Wulai and enjoy Atayal Aboriginal Musical show at Gaga Theater. After the performance, we board the world's smallest fuel bruning train to the Wulai Old Street. Then, we went to Shihlin Night Market, ate ji pa and drank mu gua nu nai :) Bought super lots of stuffs at there. HAHAHA.

Day 8: Woke at our own timing to have our breakfast. :) SO SHIOK! HAHAHA. After that, went to the nearby book store, tried to find rachael's book but it's not published anymore. We went back to hotel, supposedly to rest, but my parents wanted to go SOGO. While walking to sogo, a fashion shop caught my mum's eye. HAHA. My mum bought the clothes and wore it immediately. HAHAHA! After that, checked out, arrived at airport and checked it. I will miss my tour guide! :(

Love this trip!!!! (: Oh! And, about the guy who I mentioned in the first paragraph, he is just a random guy who seems unfriendly but yet possessed a very friendly smile. HAHAHAHA.

OMG WHAT A LONG POST. HAHA. ok! Pictures are all on fb!!! But, the upload part is super duper slow!!! LOL.

oh! and all these doesn't include some details I left out and all those long bus rides I had.

oh oh! I can't believe I actually said on the first day and 2nd day that time passed so slow in taiwan. HAHAHA. But, the next few days passed damn fast and that's why I am here. LOL.

oh oh oh! My hair is so much better in tw than now!!!!:(

Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that we fall apart no matter how strong we are.

2010-09-25T00:41:00.004+08:00

I think I shld go to sleep already! I spend the last five minutes going around to tag people. HAHAHAHHA. I am seriously bored. You can't blame me for that!

Oh oh! Today, ok, maybe yesterday.., was kinda major fail. Ikr!!!! HAHA. I was suppose to meet my dear cheryl low darling at point at 11 to print our photos. But, guess what! Okay, I think you all guess it already. -.- Yeah, I overslept.. But, I was woke up by a few messages. LOL. So, I went to text cheryl. No reply. I called her then she kup my phone. LOL HAHAHA. She also overslept can! We are major failzzzzzz ttm HAHAHA.

After that, she had to go for F1 thingy so end up we didn't meet. :'/ OHHHH. I DL LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE ALR! (: AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE. Ok. As I was saying, in the end, i went out with my mum. Bought stuffs! Love you mummieee. :') LOL. HAHAA.

K, maybe I shld get going? I don't want to be late for 2mr or maybe later. Sleep early!

All the more believe ya is not suit for me.

2010-09-24T17:45:00.004+08:00

Got back my results already! (: Haha. I can only say that I don't need to take any supp papers. Which is a good thing? But, it's not really very good either because with such results I cannot go uni at all. Yeah. So, I will continue to work hard or maybe harder for next sem. :) oh oh! I am going back to school for floorball tomorrow. :) Of course, my back still hurts abit whenever I lie/stand/walk but I will be more careful. I really don't wan't to give up on this new cca. Till here. heee.

And for now, ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS PEOPLE! (:

Don't miss me! :)))

2010-09-21T19:19:00.003+08:00

Found a admin job with Wan Ting. <; Should I buy that? Yes/no? Ahhhh. Ok. Ignore that, totally random. HAHA. Anyway, starting work next week to 8th october. Flying at 9th october and coming back on 16th october. After that, left one week to school starts.

Results are going to be out this FRIDAY. Supp revision classes starting on SATURDAY till idk when. Then, october, supp papers will start (:

LET'S PRAY HARD THAT I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE SUPP AND GET B B A FOR MY PAPERS!(:

2010-09-20T01:44:00.011+08:00

Hihihihi. I spent the whole day editing everything up there. (: Hahaha. Well, at least it's quite not bad though I must say, I only know the basics. ~_~ LOL. Besides, I don't have photoshop either. HAHAHAHA. So, for a starter, I give myself 4/5? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. LOL. okay. Enough of nonsense.

Well, of course, hope they all like it!!!! Should I do one for my poly friends too? hmmmm.

Well, sometimes it's a lil suprising

2010-09-19T13:03:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder...who will be there when you really need them? No one I guess? Or maybe, there is some. :') Well, really have to say a thank you to the following: Yanqi, Cheryl, Rachael, Jing Wen, Delick, Qamarul, Wan Ting, Amos, Shao beng and Cherie.

Well, I think 70% of the people(after R), won't get to see this thing. Hahahaha. But, still, I have to say thank you for your words, encouragment, listening to my rants, asking me takecare and also bear with lots of my nonsense. HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm on my way to recovery :') But, alot of them are asking me to go see doctor. Well, I don't know if I should. It's like, what if(choy) but what if.. the doctor say I injured the bones inside(whatever that is.) or there is fracture or something?
LOL. I know I am thinking too much. But, hey, anything can happens right. Especially, when I fall like that. I think if an old lady fall the way I did, I can guarantee you, her bones confirm cui already. So, lucky, I am young. LOL. HAHAHAH. Hmmmmmmm. so how:/ Argh. Okay, I shall see how then. Sighhh.

Okay, enough of ranting, I rant alot eh? LOL.

Something to make me happy -

yanqi!!!:') love you.

And, i got the song i want. YAY HEHE.

:'(

2010-09-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt like committing suicide? Have you ever felt that you wanted to say FML but you cldn't say it out loud? Because you aren't the worst, there's others who are more pathetic than you. Have you ever felt like crying the whole night? Have you ever have this kind of pain feeling inside you and outside you? Have you ever felt..... like crying everything out?

Have you....

oldiesssss!:))))

2010-09-16T11:03:00.001+08:00

HIHIHI. Don' scold me for this old song huh! I love oldies. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, I am running late!!! Goodbye.

I must lose 3kg before the trip!

2010-09-16T10:27:00.007+08:00

Okay luh. I decided to post something better or rather constructive than my last few posts, cause they are totally useless. HAHAHAHAHA. Well, my definition will be either having some pictures or one wordy post or combine both. BUT, WHO CARES! LOL! Nobody reads either. HAHAHHAA. Nevermind, I read myself!!!:')

Yesterday, went out with Wen Jie, Wanting and Yan Qi for job hunting. We met on the train cause someone overslept ah. hahaha. Then, we trained all the way to Jurong East. My bad for going so far uh. We went to this builing at 30th storey. omg you know I almost feel like fainting. When I came out of the lift, I felt like vomiting. ~_~ omggggg. hahaaha. Anyway, luckily I didn't :D So, we went in and filled up some form. Something damn coincidence happened. We saw our primary school friend. LOL. We as in me and wanting. hahahhaa. I was like, "wanting, you saw that guy? he look like someone we know leh" Then she was like, "ya." hahhaa. Yup, really was our primary school friend. I called him ^^ hahaha. His voice like so deep. LOL. But, face still the same. He cannot recognise wanting. HAHHAHAHAHAA. LOL. After that, we headed to bugis, supposedly going for shopping but Wen Jie received a call from that guy from recruit express asking her to go back to sign a contract. But, the place too far huh. So, we went to the nearest outlet at Ngee Ann City. Wow, alot of people siah. LOL. hahaha. And, we got another job from there. LOL.

So, now, I am waiting for the person to call to tell me where is the interview place. But, I 2mr gng interview too ~_~ For me, I wld rather take up the admin job for 3 weeks so that I will have money before I go overseas. :') But, oh well, let's see how it goess then.

Yup. Basically, that's all. okay, I need to exercise. I'm serious. CONFIRM MUST! :/

oh btw, now I damn active back in twitter. HAHAHA. If you have twitter, add me up! (:

jian fei x100

2010-09-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

I AM SO DETERMINED TO GO JOGGING. FROM FRIDAY ONWARDS HAHAHAHAHAHA.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. JIAN FEI.

You will never know how it feels like.

2010-09-14T01:54:00.003+08:00

I hope that everything will goes smoothly on wednesday! I need money.

Btw, I got new wallet, clothes, ring and shorts. I need a new bag/shoe and maybe black nail polish? Teehee.

SHOPPING MAKES PEOPLE HAPPY! (:

oh oh! I scalded my tongue yesterday(cause now the time is over 12), so whenever i drink/eat or brush my teeth, i feel damn weird. No, the feeling is damn weird. Argh!!!

Okay, long day ahead! Update soon! :')

Opportunity cost is inevitable yeah?

2010-09-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

What do you think?

First one or second? hmmmm..

Holidays end today. LOL. But, doesn't concern me either. Hahaha. I need $$$$$$!:'(

2010-09-11T15:50:00.003+08:00

I can only say, not all guys and girls who are bestfriends will ended up falling in love with each other. For our case, there's 2 reasons I wld say. Firstly, we are not each other's cup of tea. Second, we are one big family. And, I love them (:

I need a job :( awww.

Everything has been finalised. no point crying over spilt milk.

2010-09-09T00:26:00.004+08:00

Did you smell something? it's the smell of FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM ^^v!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSS. My exams are offically over. Well, no matter how lousy my results are, one thing for sure is that I really tried my best. I tried to study OB, I DID MEMORISE ETC. Yesterday, I tried to study econs. But fail. I went to sleep. But, I really TRIED to do the questions though I think around 20 marks flew away.. >:( I know how important this exams are as it determines your whole life. I'm serious. Because next year, there's streaming and they are looking at this sem's exams results as reference, whether you get your first choice course. Well, I hope i get marketing! ((((: Hahhaa.

Okay. I've got many many many plans coming up. Letme name some! For example, jogging! LOL. YES I NEED TO JIAN FEI. LOL! Kbox with classmates and cliques(CAN'T WAIT!), Paint my nails :D!!! (YELLOW PROLLY?), Shoppinggggg! (SHOES SHOES.. S-H-O-E-S.) and MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Gonna catch up with my brothers and sisters on friday! (: Woo, can't wait.

SHALLL SLEEEP NOW, HOPE I WON'T BE LATE 2MR! (((((;

SO LONG OB!

2010-09-06T09:02:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward to 4.30pm and I will say goodbye OB! SO LONG. HAHAHAHAHA.

Post more when I am back k?

Now playing - S.O.S

2010-09-05T14:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder, why are we so stupid. WHY? Well, this is not the time to think of it. Must concentrate and get back to OB because I will have plenty of time thinking that questions after exams..

Movies, stayover, kbox, work here I come <;!!

the whole night is empty.

2010-09-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

Omg. Just kill me. One more day to exams. 2 more days for it to end. Stress like mad.

-inserteverythinghere-

headache ~_~

2010-09-01T14:21:00.004+08:00

They're the reason why I never regretted moving my house.

Yummmy!:)

Brennaaaaaaaaa!

HAHAHHAHA. BORED!

Okay. Actually there's more pictures but I am really lazy to upload. Their upload is like shit man. Fb better!!!! <;

Today is teacher's day!!! Wooo. But, no difference for me lah -.- I got no school anyway. hahhaha. Okay, left 5 days to exam!!!!!

OMG. As and Z HERE I COMEEEEEEEEE!

people do move on, do they?

2010-08-31T05:23:00.004+08:00

My body clock is screwed. Like seriously. It's 5plus AM already but I am not tired. I guess I going to catch some sleep (2hrs probably?) before going back to hougang secondary.

I will remember all the memories in HS.(: The most vivid ones are like hanging out with my cliques, going guides and the fun times I had in my class for the last 4 years. :')

And, I cld remember the first day of school, standing infront of the general office, looking at those strangers and frantically searching for familiar faces while waiting for Wan Ting to arrive.

Awww.. Miss those times.. :(

I treat this timing like it's in the afternoon.

2010-08-29T02:28:00.003+08:00

2.28am in the morning, what am I doing here?

This irritating website(not my blog) is not loading. Tsk. Waste my time siah.

Okay, starts night studying at 3! :)))))

HAHAHAHHA. MY TITLE EXPLAINS IT ALL!

it ends today.

2010-08-27T01:01:00.001+08:00

Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

-

That was random. Lesson at 9 later, I am afraid I will be late.. So, maybe sleep for awhile will do?

Econs, I will beat youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!:(

invaded my mind.

2010-08-26T03:29:00.002+08:00

I always side track. Suppose to study, I went to liar game season 1. Worth it. Superb! (: hahahaha. okay. promise i must not side track again.

There's still hope. I guess? (:

I can make it through!!!!!!:))))))

2010-08-25T13:10:00.004+08:00

I seriously don't know what's wrong with me man. I can't sleep everynight. -.- Wth. I sleep at 2plus 3, waking up at 12plus 1? WHAAAAT'S THE POINT. Ikr. So sucky. Holidays are meant to plaaaaaay but exams are coming up. I can't :( I hate exams now. Studying spoils the whole holiday. -.- But, I know it's going to over soon!!! After 6, 7 and 8 of sep, THAT'S IT WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!:')

Actually, what's the point of this post? LOL. TO RANTTTTTTTTTTT. Okay, kinda stupid either.

kbyeee.:))))))))

oh. btw, you know what? My neighbour is an irritating fellow. They are doing some renovations WHEN THIS IS THE TIME FOR ME TO STUDY!! tsk. hatechu allllll:(

I like cute watches :)

2010-08-22T16:07:00.003+08:00

This is a damn random 5 updates.

1. I finally watched the ending for city under siege. HAPPY LIKE MAD. CAUSE ITS A HAPPY ENDING TOOO. Though the video quality sucks to the core siah. -.-

2. I want to work after exams!!!!! Probably admin work ;)

3. Save money for my own camera!!!!!!

4. I think now I got a fetish for watches ._.

5. I feel like playing pool soon. LOL.

okay, study time is here. bye!

The seven of us, ♥

2010-08-21T15:59:00.004+08:00

As usual, I don't really like uploading lots of photos. So, ~~one~~ two will do :)

FS + 2 = BIG BIG LOVE!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

Yesterday was yet another awesomeeee day. :)

Went out in the morning and meet the people above. It was a very last minute decision to meet for breakfast, but, luckily, everyone could make it there. Tar Yee went too :) haha. So, it was somehow an official acknowledgment that Zora had lose the bet?! hahhahaha. After that, she and daddy left the place first. Then, followed by, me and cheryl.

Took a picture with beloved Wen Jie before we go :)) hehe.

Trained down with Cheryl to vivo city and we caught Salt! (: Oh oh! Saw yufen toooo! hahaha. After that, we sneak in to watch another show..

CITY UNDER SIEGE. IT WAS DAMN AWESOME SHITTT. RATING 4/5

But, sadly, we didn't finish watching the show. As we are late for another show already. So, quickly run out to meet kenneth. We went in and the show started already. Missed the starting part >_< The show was liar game :D Quite not bad. But, if it's me playing that game, I think I cannot take it either ._.

Three of us train down back to AMK hub. We were late. Hahahaha!! Meet the rest of them at new york new york. Had dinner and went to pool awhile. :)

Homed with Cheryl, Wei Long and Jerrick :))

yellow watch weeee~

2010-08-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

Went out with Mum to make my passport. They got a new way to do it. Quite convenient! But, I still don't know how to swipe cards. I know how to press but I swipe my nets card at the wrong side. LOL. hahahhaha. But, now i know ah!!!! HEHEHE. Took bus back to mall. Saw Zora and TY. coincidence much. hahaa :)

Got my new yellow watch too!!!! :') super nice. hahahaha. ♥

okok going to study later bye!

You make me realise...

2010-08-16T18:11:00.006+08:00

Hahaha. I changed my blogskin. Expected much? Actually, I don't really need to use the old blogskin, I can just find a new one to replace it. <:

Anyway, I finished one of my shows already. I have been dragging this show from may till now? hahaha. Happy that I finished it. But, the sad thing is that I didn't study at all. Shit much? ://// I must faster get it started!!!!!! okay. Later HAHA!!! Really got no motivation omg. :///

Yesterday, was out with Tunazxzx Clique's :)

Love them :>>>>>!

Nothing much already, okok starts now!! :)

old blogskin!

2010-08-14T11:23:00.002+08:00

I know I have used this blogskin before. But, this is really a nice skin and I suddenly feel like using it back. So, if I am sick of it, then I will change it. But, for now, I shall stick to this. :-)

只怕我自己会爱上你

2010-08-14T11:04:00.002+08:00

Have to start studying already. Played for one week alr. :)

And thanks to delick, I am addicted to 情非得已! Super nice song :-)

以忘记初次见你　
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真　我想珍惜
看到你受委屈　我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因　我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意　就这样陷入爱的陷阱

爱上你是我情非得已

If my dream was a reality.

2010-08-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

Inception was pretty awesome. I don't mind watching again so that i can notice the small details they had mention on the net. Yup, maybe buying the disc or so. :) hahahaha. Alright, I am dreaming. 1.06AM already and I am still here typing.

Kk, I shall enter my second dream now :) (if you understand....hahahaha)

Goodbye!:) ~~Today~~ Yesterday was an awesome day.

I'm glad you're still here..

2010-08-11T00:10:00.006+08:00

Love them!!!!!!!!!! <3

Thanks for being there whenever I need you. :') Love you brother! awesomeee.

Going to meet my classmates tomorrow! eh! no! later! haha! I miss them so much lah. hahahahahaha. k bye! :')

Update more sooonzzzzzzzz.

do you believe.

2010-08-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

How true do you think this is? :')

How about yours?

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Helplessssss. giveup?:(

2010-08-06T20:15:00.003+08:00

I should just wait for Jeanette to upload the pictures first then continue my blogging. But, I couldn't help but to blog abit. Probably to whine?

I'm afraid of my econs and CSA. I hope I don't have to re-take this two. I need to study for my econs.......:(

Can't help but worry for my csa. Oh god:'(

A few things that happened for this week:
1. I bascially cab for one week(Okay minus today..But ytd cab twice.) So ONE FREAKING WEEK! omg. broke ttm.
2. I PASS MY SUMMATIVE TESTTTTTTTTTT! OH YEAH! HAPPY TTM!!!!!!! It's like really surprisingly. LOL.
3. I SKIPPED TUTORIAL TDY. Class participation marks gone:( Cui ah.
4. Brighter note, I saw ISABEL AND RACHAEL TDY!:') HAHAHHA. Aww, miss guides:(
5. HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEEEEE. WEE.
6. Going out with my girls soon!!!!:')
7. Ate at Seoul Garden with my classmates ytd!!!!
8. Play badminton with classmates tdy!!!
9. Saw Amos by coincidence HEH.
10. I HAVE TO START EXERCISING!!!!!

kkkk bye:') update more next time.

I can't control what my mind is thinking.

2010-08-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

Aiya since I am already logged in to blogger, I might as well blogged for awhile before going to bed? :) hahahahaha.

Well, yesterday is the LAST presentation. So yup, I'm free. :') HAHAHAHA. Super happy pleaseeeee. But, now, I feel abit weird w/o projects. HAHA. okay whatever. Irony.(:
Today, I went home with Wan Ting. Amos and Shao PS! Thanks ah. HAHAHA. But, it was super funny. I accompany her to Srgn because I never bring my ipod then I don't feel like going home alone. Hahahaha. So, we went to buy bubble tea @ her hse there:) But, the funny thing is that, we saw her dad & bro! LOL!!! Then, they were like asking me to come along also.. So, end up, her dad fetch me home. Aww... Thanks!!!:) Hahahah.

Well, nothing much already. Okay. I shall go sleeep. In case I am late again. Have to be independent!!!!!:( oh! When jeanette uploads the photos, I shall then blog again.

AND HI DELICK!!!!!:)

I GOT LOADS OF MOSQUITOES BITE. IRRITATING.

2010-08-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

I'm back! Hahahahaha. Well, I don't know why am I here but I just feel like updating my dead blog. I doubt anyone reads -.- So, I will be talking to myself. HAHAHHAA. okay lame. Anyway, tomorrow marks an end for projects. But, I am damn scared for tomorrow's presentation. Like damn super x123456789 omg. Because our teacher, Ms kumaran has alot of requirements for us like maintaining eye contact with her, body language and blah blah blah. I really damn scared, 我很怕 plsssssxzx. I shall rehearse afew more times and sleep early later. oh! These few days, I kept on arriving late for classes. Summative test on sat, I cab. CSA on monday - late. Today, OB tutorial, cab again. Wahlau! At this rate, I'm gng to be broke man. Tomorrow, DIE DIE cannot late. If late, DIE. Because, I am the first group to present. LOL. Haha. Anyway! I've got back some coursework grades.. Acc - A, OB - B, CSA - I not sure. Hope it's B!:(

I shall turn in now..In case I late again. LOL. Practice again later!(:

Bye lovely readers, which is me.LOL

School; Welcome to Poly!(:

2010-07-28T23:38:00.005+08:00

I finally updated my blog. Like finally right. Hahaha. Well, last 2 weeks were crazy. Seriously. Crazy. But, on a brighter note, it's over :) Last week was omg lah!Thursday stayed in school until 9plus and of course, got scolded when my parents came to fetch me. LOL. Haha. But, really, have to thank Qamarul!:') Without him, I think I wouldn't have make it. Aww. He won't see this either. So ya. HAHAHA. But, I am glad that everything is over(:

The day before yesterday was CSA's presentation and submission. Everyone wear formal except baobao!! haiyo.

Finally took another class photo! Luvvvv them!(:

That marks an end to CSA. Well. At least I tried my best really..:/

Few things that happened:
1. celebrated bion's birthday on last friday?(:
2. Saw Yanqi on the bus ytd. :D
3. Saw Jerrick, Yanqi & Joanne today (:
4. BSC camp coming this week. Ah sian... :/ No moooood!~
5. Study for commskilllllllll!!!:/
6. I CAN'T WAIT TILL AUGUST!:(
7. I CAN'T WAIT TILL AFTER EXAMS!! WOOOO!
8. I think my stomach gone crazy already. Keep having stomachache. -.-!!
9. 1111; I wished for you.
10. Oh! I got neopets account already. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay. Basically I only update 10 things that happened recently in my life(:

Smile, !

2010-07-17T13:44:00.006+08:00

Hi! I am back! (: Hahaha. First things first, OB PROJECT DONE AND SUBMITTED! WOOO. GOOD JOB GUYS! :D Hahahahah. Now, we only left with skit + presentations for the various projects and we are done in Semester 1! :) Time flies so fast huh. Anyway, I got to start on econs project already. Like now. But, I don't feel like doing -_- Motivation lost......... Nevermind, I shall watch some videos and then work on it later ;) And!!!!! You know what!!!! I got back my matric card already hehehehe. Oh and, I cannot tag other people's blog! ;( So saddddddd. Ignore that, I found a way to tag people already. LOL.

ok! bye. 等一下，还有一件事情！！我可以打华文字了！Using my lappy of course :') haha cool right!

welcome here stalkerzxzxzx!

2010-07-17T00:34:00.001+08:00

HI CLIFTON TEH PENG LEE! ;)

I just realise I have not watch my videos yet.

2010-07-11T12:43:00.012+08:00

Oh my god. My memory card in my phone is going to be full soon. I really need a new camera -.-!!!!!!!

Anyway, I went to NDP rehearsal yesterday. (: One word to say, awesome! :') Hahaha! Some parts are damn touching :/

My right

My left

Infront of me

The design of the bag. There's 7 designs in total.

Okay, I have got ALOT of photos, so I will upload one or two in the next few posts till August okay? :)

Lastly, I want to say, I love you Singapore! (:

My heart feels the pain.

2010-07-10T12:27:00.005+08:00

Woooooo people! I'm back, w/o any pictures. Probably when I am not that lazy then i shall upload pictures okay? It's not alot either. But, plus today's pictures, I can guarantee you that it will be alot. :')

Anyway, my routine is just -wake up, prepare to go to school, lesson ended, go home, dinner and surfing the net- Okay. kind of lifeless i know. hahaha. In short, letme summarise some MAIN things that had happened and going to happen soon :')

1. My friends and I got booked by some annoying teacher -.- Our matric card were being confiscated. Stupid.

2. Just submitted my commskill project yesterday. Good job guys. (:

3. Going to buy my biz wear soon. I cldn make up my mind. wts.

4. I'm gng to join floorbaaaaaaaaaaaaall. :')

5. BA project due on monday :)

6. Still doing OB and econs project.

7. Badminton with my class last week! Maybe playing again this week. Love them lah!

8. Finally met up with Jason, Felicia & Yanqi for lunch. Meet again ok?!?!

9. Last week, i overslept thrice consecutively. Took cab out of the 2 days. Bloody broke now, i swear. TSK!

10. I am going to NDP rehearsal later!!!

Maybe that's all. Lastly, I love 1b16 & friends! ;)

720th post.

2010-06-30T21:37:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I am here, but, I feel like typing. Perhaps this is the reason. Not in the mood recently. Projects, test, tutorials are all crashing up. I can't breathe. All of a sudden, I miss secondary school again. The fun and laughter we used to have. The key word: used to. It's so tiring to adapt and cope with something new.

It's even more tiring on that matter. :(

Maybe I should just swallow everything down to my stomach and continue with it. Life goes on actually. So, ya. I miss Miss Chia's pet phrase, "Press on!" It really motivate us to carry on. Awwwww.

Face the fact, it's gone.

-

Actually, something's wrong with me. I.need.to.take.a.break! I wanna watch eclipse, but time?

APPLE TEA

2010-06-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

HERE TO ADVERTISE ONE BLOGSHOP! YOU MIGHT KNOW THE OWNER TOO!!!! :')
Isabel's BS!

ANYWAY I AM A HAPPY GIRL TDY BECUASE WHEN I ASKED MY CLASSMATE FOR APPLE TEA, HE JUST TOOK IT OUT FROM HIS SIDE POCKET AND GAVE TO ME. AWWWWW :')!!!!!!! DAMN SHOCKED. HAHAHA. AND GUESS WHAT, I FINISHED WITHIN 3MINUTES. OMG. APPLE TEA I MISS YOU!!! AND WENT CRAZY WITH JOANNE IN THE BUS AFTER THAT. must be cause of apple tea. HEHEHEHEHE.

OKAY GTG KTHXBAI.

Back to studying!!!

2010-06-21T01:16:00.005+08:00

My class <3

School's starting today. NO MORE PLAYING NQ QIU YI! Need to wake up early tomorrow for printing and submitting. I.am.scared. :(

I shalll try my very best to salvage my csa. Though what's done is done and cannot be undone ._.

k, nights xoxo.

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful soul.

2010-06-19T13:04:00.004+08:00

I know it's a old song but who cares. As long as it's nice, I just like it ♥
And, I think he's handsome. Somehow, Justin bieber looks like him. LOL. Hahaha. :')

Lyrics:

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah.

I will blog more after my friends have uploaded the piccys on FB. Alright? Haha. And, my friend lend me her dslr so I took most of the pictures. :') Then, my another friend taught me some functions of it. It just makes me more tempted to buy it! Haha. I hope my wish will come true ^^^^^!

french or jap. =.=

2010-06-17T21:21:00.005+08:00

Advertise one BLOGSHOP!. I guess you might know the owner too. LOL. Hahahahaha.

Anyway, my holidays are ending. Bad. This is real bad. I have just started on CSA, like finally!?!? Haha. Yeah, I have to finish at least half before tomorrow's class outing :) Hahaha. Awwww. Sad life I'm having. LOL. Just kidding. So, as I was saying, yesterday, I went to tjiaying's house with my ex-classmates :D Haha. So not use to say ex-classmates huh! LOL. Cheryl and I went to Hgmall first to get some things done. Then, we headed to kovan and almost got lost -.-" Thanks to the construction going on for the market. LOL!!! End up, I am smart enough to find the place again hehehe. Just nice we went there, they finished their game already. So, they wanted to play bowling next. Btw, the them is Jasmine, Eugene, Fu Sheng, Shun Jie and Jeremy. Cheryl and I played for one round only cause we wanted to play pool instead (: Then, Yanqi came and joined us. Played two rounds and we went down to meet the rest and headed to tjy's house. :) Aww, miss her :) haha. Then, we ate our lunch. After that, me, Cheryl, Jeremy and Eugene played mahjong while the rest were playing WII. Next, they played monopoly while we continue our mj session. I won 6 times :P Hehehe. Eugene and Jasmine went off first then Brenna came. After that, played poker then dinner. Thankyou to tjy's mum for treating us!!^^ Around 8plus I think, my parents came and fetched Yanqi to the bus stop :) The rest walk out and mrt/bus home :)

One word to conclude all: AWESOME! ♥

Today, went out in the morning to meet Cheryl and Zora for brunch :) Sorry yanqi!!!!!!:(

Tomorrow, going out with class people for pool and bowling(AGAIN!?!?!) then bbq!!!! :)

Pictures tomorrow or maybe saturday. Promise. :D

Everyday is a gift, thats why they call it the present.

2010-06-16T00:25:00.004+08:00

I LIKE THE TITLE DAMN ALOT SIAH!!!! (y)

Went to school for commskills project in the morning. As usual, I am late. Jeanette worst. Later than me >:) LOL. HAHA. Anyway, they can't see too :P Aven and Shi Min earliest :) They did some editing first before we went to print. Print wrongly for the first time! My bad. >:/ Then, asked Joanne and co helped us to do. Their feedbacks were quite useful (: But, we were still stuck! So, we went up to find Ms.kumaran :) Yay ~ At least she helped us abit when she's not suppose to ~ After that, went back to library, printed 30 copies but I realise there's a problem -.-!!!! We quickly changed it before distribute it :) Collected everything back alr then they went seperate ways (: I went to join Joanne & Chew Hui for lunch at TMALL's pastasmania (: Aftermath, Joanne's dad fetched me home. Thanks :) And, get well soon :)

That's all for today ~ Having fun tomorrow, I hope! :)

I'll never forget, ♥

2010-06-14T00:43:00.007+08:00

All of a sudden, I miss secondary school days. :(

While looking at those old posts, memories started flashing back in my mind. I guess, it's because I miss you guys too much :( Sigh.

Ok shall stop thinking and go to sleep now since yesterday I didn't sleep at all. Bye.

And.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL!!!! ^^^^

Determined.

2010-06-13T02:19:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, (since the time now is 2.29AM. LOL!!) I went to punggol end with a few of my ex-classmates! :D

In the morning, I overslept -.-"!! I thought I was going to be late, but I end up I was earlier than Cheryl Low k!!!! LOL. Walked around finding some stuffs while waiting for her to come. AND I FOUND IT!!!! LOVE IT. ^^^^ HEHEHE. Had our lunch @ mall first before finding the guys ~ While we were otw to there, alot of stuffs happened!! hahahha. The worst part was climbing up. OH MY. I THINK I GREW FATTER!! LOLLL. Reached and started yaking away ~ hahahhaha. After that, we left at idk-what's-the-time and took bus to KOVAN!! ^^^^ I was unable to join them dinner @ Chomp chomp because I have to celebrate advanced father's day with my family ♥ MY TREAT Y'KNW. HAHAHHAHA SO RARE! Ok maybe not. LOL!!!!! Anyway, pictures!! Hope that I will own my own DSLR! Looking forward to that day (:

♥ 4e5'09!!!

More at fb!!!! :)

And!!! You must be thinking why am I blogging at this wee hour. Like, shouldn't I be catching some sleep??? Haha. I am here, partly not because of blogging or so. It's because I have to finish up my work. My projs are like piling up like shit. If I don't do now, I won't be able to enjoy the rest of my holidays with my friends and darlings! ♥ I am not gng to sleep. I must finish up till 80% completed before I go to bed. Even if I have to stay up till 4 or 5plus, I must and I will! CSA, COMMSKILLS, ECONOMICS. I AM HERE TO CATCH YOU ALLL!! HAHAHAHAH lol lame I knw.

Okay k bye.

I'm really happy, happy that I can once again fulfil my promise.♥ If you are viewing my blog now, I want to tell you this. I don't want to lose you anymore! I will make more efforts to make this possible. Loveyou! (:

Save money!!!

2010-06-11T18:40:00.003+08:00

Another tempting stuff. AHHHHH!!! ><" Hmmm, I shall start saving $$!!! Hahaha. Oh, btw, I added a new counter. The old one is faulty and I don't know what happened to it. But, I feel like taking it out too cause it's pretty useless. LOL. hahaha. So ya, I have to get away from fb and start working on my projs again!!! Awwwww. :'(

OH! Btw, TODAY I AM DARN DAMN DAMNZXS HAPPY!!!!! :') LIKE SUPER TTM. Hahahahahha.

I have completed your request.

2010-06-11T02:39:00.001+08:00

Yay, I made it. HAHAHAHA NOW PEOPLE YOU CAN'T CLICK THOSE PHOTOS!!!! OOPS. HEHEHEHE.

Okay, goodnight! :D